Sunday, 29 December 2013

It's raining, tasks ticked off, hospitality reigns!

As Willy once so eloquently sang...On my own again, I just can't help being on my own again...

As SWMBO headed off with Medium-fella in tow yesterday I got down to making my job-list and got to work...


  • Mounted and fitted Chart table/Laptop desk, which I had manufactured back in Melbourne, successfully after four short hours of fiddling with incredibly small nuts, washers and bolts that needed cutting to exact lengths... am pleased with the resulting firm platform for working on the laptop and having it visible from the cockpit if needed with navigational charts.



    •  I finished about 9 pm and decided that my planned pork curry could wait and that Freeze dried lamb would have to suffice.... the rain which had been off and on most of the day continued to fall and became heavier as the evening wore on.  Around midnight the pace picked up and became torrential making sleep well-nigh impossible as the boat rocked and rolled in the storm - even harnessed to the dock.  I'm told by a reliable source (F.i.L) that 120mm was measured overnight - incredibly two months normal Melbourne rainfall fell in one night, and I awoke to a clear and fine morning with almost no residual evidence of the downpour.
    • The work continued apace as fenders were re-fitted with carabiners, stainless fittings cleaned and polished, and Barrington's step was epoxied and coated with Tred-master.
    • Next on the list was measuring - I'd been wanting to find out the sail area we were carrying and had worked out some cunning systems for getting luff, leach, foot and 'J' dimensions of sails, mast and boom.  So, armed with tape measure and lengths of rope I sweated my way through the 29 (Yes 29 ) degree afternoon in the hot sunshine.  Notwithstanding the requisite Marina Cafe late morning flat white, I sacrificed lunch and tiffins  to continue slaving away knowing that the imminent return of my first wife was rapidly approaching on the morrow...
    • So, the inflatable was blessed with a new bridle, the cockpit locker reorganised, the new hand-made safety harness fitted with stainless 12 KN shackles...
    • Sun was well over the yard-arm by now, so a visit to the OCC for a cold one was well warranted, and thus it was!
    • Along the Opua wharf, the R.Tucker Thompson was berthing after a day sail, she's a gaff rigged tops’l schooner based in Opua and is operated as a non-for profit charitable trust, taking visitors for some genuine wooden boat experience
    • Coming back along E pier I stopped to chat to some of the neighbours, including John, a school principal from the North Shore visiting with his Jim Young designed Challenger 29 yacht. We got chatting and I invited him along for a pork curry (which was all organised and cooked in half an hour!)  A very pleasant evening followed chatting and comparing notes on our respective life's journeys...

    Saturday, 28 December 2013

    Otehei Bay revisited


    Urupukapuka Island
    Up bright and early after a quiet night - couldn't believe there were only seven other boats in Opunga cove.  Where were all the "Jaffas" (Just Another Flippin Aucklander!). We were expecting to find crowds of boaties, but it was all very quiet... maybe they saw the forecast of impending rain, or were just taking their time travelling north?

    Launched the inflatable (carried on deck under cover) and mounted the outboard to give it a run.  Medium-fella jumped in and we went exploring around the point to a small island we had seen on the way in last night that looked interesting...  the small island is part of  Project Island song with DOC providing nesting boxes to bring  
    back the birds to Ipipiri (Bay of Islands).


    Back to the boat for morning stove-top coffee and then the instructions were given - "Find a nice sandy beach!"



    So, a short journey north and we snuck through the shallow (1.4m under the keel) entrance into Otehei bay, a place with a long history and which played an important role in establishing Ipipiri as a boating and fishing paradise. I reckoned I was last there in 1976!

    Urupukapuka was described by du Fresne, in 1772, as containing villages fortified by palisades. It was occupied by Ngare Raumati before and after European settlement and was taken over by Ngapuhi in the early 19th century. Several kaainga were located on the island at this time. Late in the 19th century the island was developed for grazing. In 1927 the author Zane Grey began to use it as a base for game fishing and it subsequently became a world-famous fishing resort. The Crown acquired the island in 1970

    Notwithstanding its history, the lady of the boat required a "lilo-swim" - so we anchored in warm, shallow water (0.4m under the keel...), pumped up the lilo (jury-rigging the nozzle with gaffa tape), and swim we did! (see photo below!)

    A leisurely lunch followed, and then as the tide ebbed we set sail back west t find shelter for the night. As it happened a beautiful N W breeze meant that the skipper whipped up both main and head sail in quick time and we were smoking along - even passing with ease a similar length yacht which was also towing a dinghy.

    However, pride cometh before... as the bridle parted company on the formally mentioned towed inflatable and we ignomoniously spen the next fifteen minutes retrieving the lost dinghy! You can see the squiggles on the chart!!!

    Motoring into Orakawa bay we found more than thirty craft already there, but still plenty of room.

    A quiet night again and the much forecast rain still refused to fall!








     












    Friday, 27 December 2013

    Back on the water...

    Sitting in the cockpit of Kalai quietly anchored in Opunga Cove on a still December evening, sipping on a fine Marlborough Pinot Noir and listening to a little Billy Joel on the stereo... it's a tough life!



    Just over 48hrs ago we were frustratingly delayed for two hours before leaving Melbourne Auckland bound on a full A380. Then it was grab the El Cheapo rental Sunny and wind through the familiar streets of Mt Roskill as we headed north to Whangarei and then out to Ngunguru for a delayed Christmas eve dinner at Nanny and Pa's. Traffic was relatively light (unlike Friday 27th where there were 20km queues outside Warkworth on the main road northbound from Auckland!).  It was great to see Barry looking so well after his heart attack just a few months ago.

    Christmas day was a sleep-in morning after the long day yesterday and then preparations began for dinner, with a couple of walks, opening some presents and the essential baking of pecan pies... Marie and Ron from over the road joined us later in the afternoon for drinks and we then had a great feast, including the pies!

    Boxing day we re-packed and left around 10am to travel to Opua, stocked up at Countdown before arriving to cloudy skies around midday.  Kalai looked in good shape, albeit with a slimy looking bottom.  

    Everything was soon packed away, though evidently I have to make more room/get rid of some of my "essentials" for other crew members to have access to storage space... (its on my to-do list as we speak...)

    No reason to delay, even though medium-fella wanted to remain on dock and access wi-fi, we set off for a day-sail to Russell.  Engine started first kick and is so much smoother now with new prop and engine-mounts aligned properly.  

    Well, the day kept getting better and with a fair breeze and headsail set, we decided to keep going and cruised on out to a favourite anchorage at Opunga cove with a dying westerly ensuring a calm night.

    Great to be back on board!

    Monday, 16 December 2013

    Gains and Losses

    St Paul famously once wrote in one of his letters... But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead...  (Phil 3)

    Earlier this year during Lent I wrote about  what shapes our identity and gives us security and against which we are held accountable. 

    ...Such Lenten reconsiderations included this text (above) on the Fifth Sunday in Lent and to the reality that we count as “loss” all that we have striven to achieve, because of the surpassing worth of knowing Jesus Christ.

    I got to thinking about that.  About what I had been counting a loss, and what I thought I had achieved...

    In fact, the sermon preparation and delivery surprised me in something of an epiphany experience! 

    You see, earlier that week I had been saddened to read this article under the heading:
    Is this the beginning of the end for Down syndrome?


    It turns out that in Victoria Only 5.3 per cent of pregnancies where there is a prenatal diagnosis of Down syndrome are continued. The article goes on to say that:  

    Down syndrome in the modern day is a study in changing social values and choice. It's about the fight by people with Down syndrome to be truly included – and valued – in a society that proclaims a respect for diversity ...in New Zealand, an organisation called Saving Downs has taken its government's prenatal screening program to the International Criminal Court, saying it is persecutory. It considers prenatal testing a form of eugenics, the bio-social philosophy associated with, but pre-existing, Nazism, that espouses breeding out "inferior" humans

    Pa and Nanny in Ngunguru
    Tonight I was down at the basketball stadium watching Jonno play in his 'regular' team in the local Social comp.  He shot two three pointers and contributed mightily in defence, playing nearly the whole forty mins.

    I began to think about what we had experienced as a  family in choosing to raise Jonathan (never really any other option for us) and the various battles we had fought, and continue to fight, to have him accepted as part of a diverse society... and the gift he continues to be for us.

    It made my gains and losses fall into perspective. 

    Bay of Islands 2013

    Medium fella, Big Fella and the new Little Fella (circa 2011)!


    I started to re-evaluate some of the recent losses I had experienced in life and ministry and endeavour to look beyond and within those for the gain... a sobering, ledger-like experience!

    • Some loss of capacity with the ageing process is, on a good day,  somewhat compensated by wisdom and insight!
    • Loss of health with resulting cardiac surgery has given me the ability to identify with and counsel those facing serious surgery - though I'm still learning to accept limitations!
    • Loss of the ability to run distance has provoked new directions for fitness and friendship through Doncaster masters athletics and the Victorian sea kayaking club
    • losses experienced in moving countries has been compensated by the formation of new friendships and ministry opportunities
    • Loss of both parents was difficult, especially when living in another country.  Gains have included the marriage of two children and the advent of grandchildren!


    So... Losses and Gains.  What’s been your experience?  

    Here’s some questions I used to take soundings on that Sunday:

    ·         When you reflect on your life, what are the gains and losses you have experienced?

    ·         Are some of these ambiguous, even convoluted – hard to categorise?


    ·         Have any of them switched – become silver lining experiences?


    Friday, 13 December 2013

    Encounters with the Storm...

    In the 1990's the Super League war was being fought as Rupert Murdoch tried to gain the upper hand during his battle with Kerry Packer for broadcasting rights for the sport in Australia. 
    After the 1997 season in Australia the Super League war came to an end, with News International and the Australian Rugby League agreeing to merge their competitions to create the National Rugby League, which commenced in 1998. The first ever team from Victoria, the Melbourne Storm entered the competition...
    Out of the blue I was approached early that year by the chaplain to the Canterbury Bulldogs who informed me that the new melbourne Storm coach, Chris Anderson, was wanting to find a chaplain to help out with the team being put together in Melbourne to play in the new NRL competition.
    When I asked Ken "Why me?" he replied - you're from NZ and we don't know anyone else in AFL-mad Melbourne who has any rugby background!  Coming from a proudly amateur Rugby Union background, I didn't have much time for, let alone knowledge of the much-maligned poor cousin, those "professional" league players.  
    SO I said, "No, thanks" - given my just-arrived status and trying to come to grips with a culture that was on the surface similar, but with some significant variations... I felt justified in turning down the request.
    two seasons later and the Storm surged to their inaugural premiership in just their second season in the competition... Ken rang again: 'The coach really wants someone in there - has tried a couple of blokes but they didn't work out..."
    Reconsidering, I felt there could well be an opportunity here that I might regret not taking.
    So, I agreed to meet the coach late 1999 and see what he might want from a chaplain...
    With Christmas looming, a date was set for early in the new year.  Little did I know of the events that would transpire that would make that first meeting a life-changing encounter.  The BBC reported:

    Melbourne Storm boss dies in bar prank The manager of rugby league's world club champions has died after a late night prank outside a bar in Auckland. The body of Melbourne Storm football manager Michael Moore was recovered from Waitemata Harbour in the New Zealand city shortly before dawn on Monday.  Police said the 35-year-old had jumped off a nearby wharf while drinking at a waterfront bar in the early hours.Melbourne chief executive John Ribot said the club and its supporters were devastated at the news. 
    "We've all lost a close friend and a great staff member. He epitomised all the great characteristics of what our club aspires to," Ribot told the club's official website.
    "Michael was always someone who brought a laugh to the office, he was easily the most popular member of the club ... he was just a magic bloke.


    "We are all in shock, the players and staff here are shattered.
     

    Several years later, I wrote up the experience as part of the research for a Masters Thesis:.Sports Chaplaincy – A Pastoral & Theological Exploration 

    In At The Deep End 
    It was a typically warm February Monday morning in the year 2000 when I stood in
    front of two dozen hard-nosed NRL Melbourne Storm team players gathered
    downstairs in their club rooms at the abandoned Greyhound Racing Track. Many
    appeared tired and distracted, some were distraught. Etched on their faces were the
    vivid memories of the traumatic events of the past 48 hours. The weekend had not
    begun well when they suffered defeat at the hands of the Auckland Warriors - their
    arch rivals from across the Tasman Sea and compatriots of seven of the ex-pat Kiwis
    in the Storm Squad. That night catastrophe was added to misery when their popular
    team manager, Mick Moore, was tragically drowned - accidentally falling to his death
    while he and other team members drowned their sorrows at a waterfront restaurant.

    I was there that Monday morning, I thought, to meet with the coach and discuss the
    possibility of a role as a team chaplain. Instead he proceeded to introduce me as the
    person whom the club had asked to come and help them work through this crisis.

    I wondered what on earth I had let myself in for - and what was I going to say to
    these guys? The coach, Chris Anderson, introduced me to the group of assembled
    players with the words - “we pride ourselves on being a ‘hard’ club, but we've’ve got a
    soft side too... This is the bloke who has come to help us get through this together...”


    What does one say in these kind of tragic settings? What would my role be and
    where would I find the resources and wisdom and even courage to know how to
    minister to these professional Rugby League players who were known as a ‘tight’
    group, protective of their privacy, closed to outsiders and ‘hard-nosed’ to boot.

    I mumbled through a few words of introduction about who I was and said I’d be
    around if any of them wanted to come and have a chat. Twenty minutes later I was
    to repeat the same words to the entire staff gathered in the club’s boardroom. Half
    an hour after that, kitted out in training gear, I was peddling flat out in a stationary
    bike ‘Spin-session’ alongside a very muscular and heavily sweating Papua New
    Guinean winger - the coach had informed me that the best way to get to know the
    team and to be accepted was to join in a few training sessions with them. I was
    already thinking ahead and hoping he didn’t want me to act as the tackle-bag for

    several of the larger forwards with no necks!



    Fifteen seasons later and I'm still involved - with many twists and turns and salary cap dramas faced along the way... (more on this another day!)



    Wednesday, 11 December 2013

    Crossing the ditch, Reconditioning time

    Age 40-45

    In 1996 aged 39 and fit as a fiddle, I was reliably informed by my good friend, running buddy and erstwhile GP Gregor, that my slight breathlessness running hard up hills was not just because I was trying to keep up with him (Yeah, right!) but that it could well be related to a slight murmur which he had detected with his trusty stethoscope.  Well, it turned out that he was a good diagnostician and after a series of tests I was informed that I had inherited my Dad's bi-cuspid aortic valve condition.  After inquiring of the medical fraternity as to what that meant, I was told (and I quote): "It shouldn't preclude you from any physical activity..."  

    So, I continued to run, swim and cycle etc. with carefree abandon... but not for long!

    Late one night in 1996 I received what sounded like one of those crank calls, with a hollow sounding foreign-accented voice seeking answers to some strange sounding questions.  So I promptly hung up, only to have the Chair of a pastoral search committee in Melbourne, Australia, promptly ring back to reassure me that this was a genuine call!

    Six months later after a visit across the ditch and with much agonizing and soul-searching, we loaded a shipping container, sold the cars, and packed our bags in response to an invitation from Mitcham Baptist Church to take up the role of Senior Pastor in the eastern-suburban 'Bible-belt" of Melbourne.

    We arrived to a warm welcome... 42 C and bushfires blazing in the Dandenong ranges and around Blackburn lake - not far from where we would be living!  Coming out of a temperate Auckland city, the temperature  change was discombobulating and the prospect of incineration disconcerting to say the least.  I'm not sure I've ever got used to the extreme temperatures in Melbourne summers... once it gets over 35 there is no relief to be found until the inevitable and welcome cool change blows in from the south.  We've had Christmas days of 39 C and 12C in consecutive years!  The weather is  never dull here in Victoria!!!




    Looking back I hardly recognise the young 40 yr old who was once famously mistaken for his teenage daughter's older brother (I have continued to dine out on that one to this day!)







    Cathy and Jonathan were a little younger too!





    After a few years it became obvious that the Church needed to do something about its ageing and inadequate facilities and, after much soul-searching and with a huge step of faith, we sold the original site and bought a run-down old factory 400m up the road...  4000 m2 of brick and glass walled, asbestos roofed SPACE!

    The dream was to transition from being a fairly traditional Baptist church to a much more mission-focused and outward looking gathering of people serving their local area with a softer interface between church and local community, providing meeting spaces and facilities which could be used by a broad cross section of people in the whole Mitcham precinct and beyond...

    So it was that one Sunday morning, we closed the old doors, picked up our cross and walked into a new adventure...  Little did we know that it would be three years of hard slog and endless weekends of working bees before finally we would officially open 'The Factory' as the new Church and community centre









    The renovated structure would eventually contain several large meeting rooms seating 150+ with a main meeting space that could seat over 700, a commercial kitchen, an indoor soccer court and half-court basketball plus office space for future staff... and still with 1500m2 left over to lease out for rental income... but for a long time there were temporary walls, dust, dirt and stuff everywhere!








    Somewhere in there my heart- valve finally 'went west' and after a complicated Ross procedure and post-surgical complications in the form of acute Compartment Syndrome and a fasciotomy I ended up flat on my back for three months... having nearly lost my leg in the process I had no idea whether I'd ever be able to walk let alone ever run again...







    Monday, 9 December 2013

    Let us run with endurance... fitness for the long haul

    Age 35-40

    Achieving peak fitness for an athlete becomes a balancing act.  You are often hovering between fitness and illness as the body is pushed to new limits. Overdo the training and niggles become injuries and sniffles become full-blown viral infections (voice of experience here!)  

    As I recovered from the stress of managing a rapidly growing congregation and transitioned to a smaller and much less demanding church environment, I found time to engage in some other pursuits... including some more marathons and then Triathlons, buying and renovating an old State house, starting a Kids Club with over 50 local kids in attendance and all the while pastoring a local congregation.

    My first race bike (above) was built from the frame up for a total cost of less than $50 using second hand parts and borrowed bits.  It was probably a little lethal, in hindsight, with home-made wheels, aero bars and a little kiwi ingenuity (Thanks Terry Newlands!).  I recall that it was very fast downhill, and we took great delight in "burning off" the dedicated cyclists with their expensive machines!!!

    Achieving spiritual fitness also became a balancing act, with a growing recognition that spirituality and indeed ministry needed an holistic approach if it was to have longevity and fruitfulness.

    Training for my first Ironman in 1993 taught me many lessons and I gained some insights that have held me in good stead down the track:

    • Having a long term goal is a strong motivator - a full Ironman is best not attempted unless you are willing to set aside twelve months and focus on building strength, stamina and technical expertise.  You learn to treat your body as a machine that needs the right fuel and needs to operate at the optimum capacity for best results. Good rest becomes as critical as the right training load as the body learns through increasing stress loading to adapt and cope with new demands.  Oxygen transport and fuel pathways are ramped up by long training sessions (6-8 hrs)and short, hard effort runs increased the bodies capacity to recover quickly.  Mental toughness was needed to push through pain barriers and muscle memory that screams 'stop!'.  Endurance became a matter of zoning out for long periods and learning to conserve effort for when it was really needed. Life and ministry insights followed!  Spiritual fitness for the long haul requires similar 'smarts' - I had to find ways to 'feed' my soul and spirit, to learn when to conserve energy and when to expend it...  I began to understand myself more, the strengths and challenges of an introverted personality that needed 'space' and reflection time.
    • A lean GS on the handles - wheelbarrow race up and down Mt Wellington with Terry and some triathlon mates (2nd place!) circa 1993?
    • Training alongside others taught me the motivating value of kindred spirits and of having companions along the way, but also served to raise some warning flags!   Training partners needed to be compatible in both capacity and personality - flogging yourself trying to keep up with a too competitive buddy was not helpful long term.  I also began to recognise the sometimes obsessive nature of endurance sport.  When you were in the zone and training hard, it all seems perfectly normal and necessary.  Looking back  it becomes apparent that many of the sacrifices people made were out of synch with a 'normal' life and increasingly selfish and egocentric in focus.  I am glad that I only completed two Ironmans - they were incredibly addictive and demanding events. Fortuitously for me, there were other factors about to come into play... curiously I discovered out of the blue that, not only was I mortal, but that unbeknownst to me I had a life-threatening issue with my 'engine.'
    • Heart murmurs.....

      Leaves of joy fluttering in the wind of your love
      Are dying day by day with silent sighs
      Pearls of hope sprouted by the grace of your smile
      Started dropping one by one into the pool of tears

      Forgetfulness can wait a long while
      To come and wash these pricking wounds, 
      With a smiling mask made of dead determination
      To cover up the innocent anxiety in this pale face.

      Let me sing with the pinch of the past
      And laugh like a senseless child
      Let me bathe in the perfume of the very moment
      And wait for the next to unfold without delay   Rajeswari A V

    Wednesday, 4 December 2013

    Lessons learned...

    After reflecting on the past thirty years of ministry, I offer the following observations on life, faith and learning:


    1. Age 25-35 
    Our first Church appointment was with to a 'young' 65 year old congregation in Mt Roskill which had become affectionately known as "Dirty-Duck Chapel", being bear the confluence of White Swan road and Richardson. Long a 'preaching station' for Theological students, my own Dad can remember catching the tram down to the end of Dominion road and walking the dusty track to the small weatherboard Chapel...


      • Travis & Andrea BlackWe were pretty 'green' in those days, but ever hopeful and looking for God to do great things... with our existential and essential help, of course!  We worked hard, played hard (running marathons etc.), and found time to conceive three children, demolish and re-build the church, build our own first home and connect in new ways with our local community.
      • Travis & Andrea Black
      • Somewhat inevitably all this activity and stress led me to the edge of burn-out and ministry fatigue.
      • Fortunately I was introduced to the Contemplative world of retreats and spiritual direction, which probably saved my ministry bacon, so to speak.  I have observed that most of the causes of stress and conflict are not externally generated, but rather are internal responses to circumstances or crises encountered along the way. Friedman was right - the best gift a leader can give is to be sufficiently self-differentiated so as to be a calming presence in the midst of an anxious system (Generation to Generation)
      • Our own family system was challenged when our youngest was born with a genetic condition (Down Syndrome)which required considerable time and energy, emotional adjustment and theological reflection (Why?)
      • The other significant development was the formation of some long-lasting friendships along the way - we are still connected with many of those who were part of our lives during these years and regularly meet as we are able, picking up where we left off and comparing notes!
      • In the early 90's we responded to a call by another smaller congregation; in hindsight probably as a way to find some relief for the strain of an intense period of ministry.  I think at the best of times we are a mix of motives and rationalisations, seeking to accurately discern is a fraught business!  Our choices are influenced by a whole range of emotional, psychological, spiritual and sometimes financial factors - but it does appear that God, in God's gracious wisdom, allows us to participate in the creative processes of life and to still find fulfilment and satisfaction (Dance to the Music of the Spirit)






    Tuesday, 3 December 2013

    Thirtieth Anniversary!

    Last night I went walking with an old friend Nick and our two hounds - his whippet and my new 'bff' the jet-black Ash. 

    I mentioned that today (4th) was the thirtieth anniversary of my induction/ordination to the ministry in 1983.  We started to reminisce about those days and the journey life had led us since then.  We both expressed deep gratitude for both the highs and lows, the grief and the joy. Nick and his wife were two of the first people I baptised and then married and I treasure our friendship to this day.

    Back then we were running together, rather than walking! One of the more memorable was the following year (1984) when we both ran the Rotorua ('Fletcher') marathon the day after my  daughter Amber was born (Don't ask - I've been hearing about it ever since!)  Having witnessed my wife enduring the travails of labour, it seemed more than reasonable and entirely empathetic to then endure as much pain as any male can possibly bear by running 42.2 km (26.2 miles) at a tick under three hour pace...

    Here are some of the things from the past three decades of life and ministry for which I am grateful:


    1. A rich heritage of faith

    These are wedding photos of my grandparents: Dad's parents on the right, Mums on the left.  I never met Herbert, Dad's father who died in the early 1940's. Grandma raised the three kids on her own on a war-widow's pension, living in the same State house all those years in Takitimu street, Orakei.  She was a faithful member of Orakei Baptist and her home and heart were always welcoming and warm places. Herbert's grandfather was one of three Scottish brothers who emigrated from the Isle of Bute (via Victoria!) to NZ in 1853. Grandma's family came from Swedish stock (Stenberg clan)



    Mum's parents, Bertie(Bof) and Janet Williams came from Wales and Scotland respectively after WW1. Poppa and his four brothers started new lives in NZ after surviving the Battle of the Somme, bringing out their parents to join them in the early 1920's.  Poppa became a life-elder at the Baptist Tabernacle and was President of the Baptist Union of NZ for a time in the 1940's.  His love of his Lord, music, travel and the NZ bush are all gifts I have identified and made my own these past 30 years.


    I can remember Dad once spending a number of months in Anstruther, Scotland on a short-term Interim at the little Baptist Church there.  It must have been with a whole mix of emotions that he and Mum returned to their country of origin to minister and serve for that time.  Mum always had a great heart for missions and I didn't find out until quite recently that when they were first married they had applied for overseas missionary service, but Mum's legacy from an early bout of TB ruled them out on medical grounds. 

    I am deeply grateful for the faith that was passed on from "generation to generation" and which continues in the lives of the most recent generation of our beloved grandchildren!



    2.   A love of the Sea

    This is one of my favourite photos of Dad - rowing BJ in his custom built dinghy that just fitted in front of the mast (but was two small for two adults in anything but dead calm seas!)

    The other shot is Mum and Dad's retirement package - the Noelex 25 'Roaring Mac' in which they and we had a ball for about 7-8 years before ill-health forced them to sell her. Trips to the Barrier, mid-week two-handed races, a stint moored in Opua all formed part of the legacy.  You can just make out our two boys sitting in the inflatable as their Dad sailed merrily along off Waiheke island  one summer...  I'm sure at least Jonathan had a pfd?


    Below is our staged-retirement package on a broad reach in 20 kts... more on that and other things another day.

    Sunday, 1 December 2013

    Pick up your boat... origami for paddlers and Advent musings

    Saturday morning was a 0445 start as I left home to head toward Port Philip Bay and Ricketts Point for the annual Ricketts Red-Eye Christmas Paddle and BBQ Breakfast!  About two dozen members of the Victorian Sea Kayak Club (VSKC) headed off at 0600 into a 10-12kt southerly and tracked toward Mordiallic in the early dawn's light.  A quartering breeze and sea kept things interesting and I couldn't help but reflect on the difference now from 4-5 years ago when I was still struggling to stay upright in my newly built Night Heron Kayak... Learning to paddle in a narrow (50cm) craft was a steep learning curve with many wet-exits as proof!  I have grown to love the evocative lines and sensuous sheer with its lightening fast downwind speed.  Staying upright is no longer a problem, and "rotary cooling" by rolling no longer an involuntary mishap but rather a delightful interlude and a welcome stretcher of lower back muscles.
    President Bob trying Oru for size


    A friend, Peter, brought along his new toy to show us.  A new take on a folding kayak by a company Oru    All packs up in a shoulder bag and only weighs less than 14kg.  Amazing!

    Meanwhile, back out on the water, and turning for home, several of us raised our small sails and enjoyed the enhanced challenge of staying upright in sloppy 1m seas and a fresh breeze.  Cats Paws across the water give watchful sailors warning of impending changes and increase in breeze as the apparent wind heads you and then backs again with renewed strength.  Even a kayak sailor with not much more than a square metre sail needs to be wary of the gusts - the invisible manifests itself in the visible as the narrow Iqyak heels in the breeze.

    Yesterday on the first Sunday in Advent  I spoke from a well-known passage from the prophet Isaiah as he delivered words of hope and promise to his people - words that still resonant in our world today...

    This is what Isaiah son of Amoz saw concerning Judah and Jerusalem:
     In the last days
    the mountain of the Lord’s temple will be established
        as the highest of the mountains;
    it will be exalted above the hills,
        and all nations will stream to it.
     Many peoples will come and say,
    “Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
        to the temple of the God of Jacob.
    He will teach us his ways,
        so that we may walk in his paths.”
    The law will go out from Zion,
        the word of the Lord from Jerusalem. He will judge between the nations
        and will settle disputes for many peoples.
    They will beat their swords into plowshares
        and their spears into pruning hooks.
    Nation will not take up sword against nation,
        nor will they train for war anymore.
     Come, descendants of Jacob,
        
    let us walk in the light of the Lord.

    This First Sunday finds us as an Advent community brimming with confidence. The light of the world is coming in Jesus Christ, and the world will be transformed. We light the candles of Advent as a foretaste of the light that is to come in the Christ child. The darkness of the world will not prevail. Conflict is replaced by community, and those who would oppose the advent of God’s reign will be judged and overcome. God’s light will not be denied. The reign of God will come.

    However hard it may be to believe that a new and longed-for reality will take hold some day, there is power in walking in God’s light now, one step at a time. We may feel cynical or hopeless about the prospects of Isaiah’s vision, but in his invitation lies enormous and practical power. The future belongs to God, but the first step toward that future belongs to those who have glimpsed God’s light and are willing to trust that enough light lies ahead.

    We may delight in... an awareness of the presence of God in the ordinary things of life: the delight of an early dawn paddle and the company of good friends...

    But for the seers and prophets of Israel their world was the world of dreams, of visions of silence... of trying to make sense of the great " I AM", of Holiness, of Worship... of this God who promises to be present to and for God’s people...

    Reading Frederick Buechner's 'Alphabet of Grace' reminded me that we can catch a glimpse sometimes in dreams themselves, the shadowy acting out against an inner landscape of some hidden desire (or last nights curry!), some half-forgotten scrap from our past, some intuition and then we awake, to be challenged and perhaps transformed by the little of what we have learned about who we are or might be, to incarnate the dream, to give hands and feet to a mystery.

    Or out of silence when prayer happens... waking at night when the silence in your room is no deeper than the silence in yourselves because for a moment all thought is stilled and you forget who you are or where you are and then out of this silence the prayer comes – O Thou – out of silence and addressed to silence, then returning to silence... the unmistakable sense of presence, the invisible manifests itself in the visible.... and we are challenged by the sense of promise... of what is to come.

    Advent proposes impossibilities. The fitting first response is bafflement. The season keeps giving us cause to blurt out the question of Mary: “How can this be?” (Luke 1:34).
    We are in the presence of a mystery. God’s own justice and peace will occur among the nations “in days to come.”  What days?  How?

    Perhaps all we can say is that the vision describes what God is, in fact, at work in the world to do. It is what Jesus apparently meant by “the reign of God,” which is already present and at work among us, though not yet in fullness. We saw it in Jesus, who converted fear to love, lunacy to sanity, enemies to friends. He died surrounded by swords; a spear stabbed him; nails tore him. They entered infinite love, which “melted them into light.”

    ” God’s future casts its gleam into the present. We move toward God’s future by making our choices—personal, relational, political, communal—in its light. We move toward God's future by living out the reality of Jesus’ life in us, transforming us.

    **  At St. Louis University is a small Jesuit chapel that is creatively lit. The light fixtures are made of twentieth-century cannon shells, converted. Emptied of their lethal contents, they now hold light for people to pray by. In such light we pray and live. And having laid our own weapons down, we bear witness to the promise of greater transformations in days to come.

    In the end, what Isaiah offers is not only a vision of global transformation, but an invitation to live toward that day.

    O house of Jacob, come, let us walk in the light of the LORD!”